Meaning
Hmmm i'm just feeling really lonely at the moment. Sometimes you just want to get someone to bitch with.... i guess being away from family and friends means that your bitching kakhis are not around... never knew i'll miss them.
But i guess the good thing is you focus on what is important and not loose sight of what is priority. Coz many a times there is a tendency to spend too much time with your kakis.... and with all the work commitment and stuff you don't really have that much time.
I'm just wondering about the meaning and focus in life. What if i focus on family and put less of a priority on career, what if one day my spouse and family decide that i did not excel as well in my career and therefore did not provide enough and thus forsake me? I mean if you are not able to provide as well as your friends/relatives who have spend alot of their time earning money and not focus on the family...... i'm sure the children will find a disparity. We've all been through this process before so we know. If our parents are not able to provide us a proper education while other parents were able to fully fund their education, we tend to think.. "whoa that person is so fortunate!!" At that age we will not have realised that our parents took a sacrifice on their career to bring us up and to develop a certain relationship with us.... How will my child think in the future? Will she lament that i was not as successful in my career and thus could not provide enought for them? Or worse still my child turns out to be a huge disappointment?.... then did i sacrifice for nothing? Is this too much a gamble to take? Maybe i should spend all my time on my work and neglect my spouse and child .... but at the end i can provide for them... maybe that will be better? I can develop relationship wth my spouse and child when i retire...? Difficult to strike a balance... i hope i am doing a good balance....
Life's hard....Need steering from the Almighty God!!!
Confused!!
But i guess the good thing is you focus on what is important and not loose sight of what is priority. Coz many a times there is a tendency to spend too much time with your kakis.... and with all the work commitment and stuff you don't really have that much time.
I'm just wondering about the meaning and focus in life. What if i focus on family and put less of a priority on career, what if one day my spouse and family decide that i did not excel as well in my career and therefore did not provide enough and thus forsake me? I mean if you are not able to provide as well as your friends/relatives who have spend alot of their time earning money and not focus on the family...... i'm sure the children will find a disparity. We've all been through this process before so we know. If our parents are not able to provide us a proper education while other parents were able to fully fund their education, we tend to think.. "whoa that person is so fortunate!!" At that age we will not have realised that our parents took a sacrifice on their career to bring us up and to develop a certain relationship with us.... How will my child think in the future? Will she lament that i was not as successful in my career and thus could not provide enought for them? Or worse still my child turns out to be a huge disappointment?.... then did i sacrifice for nothing? Is this too much a gamble to take? Maybe i should spend all my time on my work and neglect my spouse and child .... but at the end i can provide for them... maybe that will be better? I can develop relationship wth my spouse and child when i retire...? Difficult to strike a balance... i hope i am doing a good balance....
Life's hard....Need steering from the Almighty God!!!
Confused!!
posted by Buff | 6:31 PM
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